Monday, September 15, 2008
~ 3:45 PM ~
been feeling very lonely these past few days, i feel that i really need some one who is very close to me.. reason i haven been updating was probably becos of this. dont get me wrong, i hav alot of friends out there *wink, but i really wan someone who really understands me, i feel that no one in this whole world truly understands me yet.. take jas.. hes my one and only bestfriend, but i dont think i'm his bestfriend, he says i understands him the most ( ok lah, second behind his gf lor) but i noe that he dont really understand me.. maybe the time is still too short lah, we've only known each other like 3yrs? i'm only like an extra that came into 3e1 those yrs ago, havoc abit for 2 yrs, now not even in same poly liao, really need some one i can tok to face to face, not just always on9 typing, and btw, he now also keep playin wif other ppl liao, i guess he's the kinda guy that easily gets bored wif stuff lah, i guess wat i'm tryin to say is, i need a gf!! lol, ok lah, u guys see this post pls dont say anything... this is wat i'm really feeling rite now.. had a hard time typing this out, lol..