long long time since i blogged.. i'm supposed to be doin my prac data sheet now but, dont feel like doin.. will do after i post this ba..
my life is falling down the drain, i already noe this. i skip lessons here and there and dont really bother to do my hw also, zz i got cell bio test tml also, and plant science on fri. can u say DIE? lol and i'm still WoWing. dunno lah, my study mood now is totally gone, i dont really care anymore if i go into uni or watever, i dont even feel like i wanna move on wif my life. everything is progressing, i'm the only one whos still here alone.
school isnt even taking up 1% of my mind, i think its only 0.1% lor. like the only thing i care now is WoW. and during maintenance i also dunno wat to do. i've got nth to do in my life! i feel like if i just die off right now no one will notice or even care anyway. except maybe my parents lah. so many things went wrong for me throughout my life. so many things that i never expected. so many things didnt last for me also.
i hate time. wifout it, i think i'll be much happier. i remember when i went to city harvest once, they had this skit that showed a person invented this product, that can show u ur past all over again, so u can relive the memory. how i wish i had that. i want to run away, i dont wan to accept this. its just not the same anymore.
lately i keep thinking so much stuff. everytime i go to sleep, i will just lie on my bed and think abt so many things. i keep imagining wat would happen if smt happened to me. then i would imagine everyone's responses. the result is very depressing.
i dont dare to get close anymore. do you noe i hav to stop myself from talking to you?