sian, cant slp, so now i'm up blogging, at home also seriously nth to do, and its been too long since i last worked out... supposed to be working out like 3 times a week missed todays session zz, anyway, been eating quite alot for this 2 days zz cant help it, somemore eat the food at work zz, but i still do feel that i gotten thinner, even if its only by a little bit.. very motivated, i noe will take some time, but i noe that i will lose all my fats someday!! lol so happy at that thought.
anyway, so sian now at home that i resorted to watching an insanely long anime series, one piece, last time this anime nvr interest me at all, but now cos nth to do, i see like got 400+ eps, so i thought maybe can kill some time, then i started watching, found that its quite good, lol i like most of the funny parts. been watchin fairy tail also, that anime is damn nice, damn funny to watch, lol but finished it, waiting for the nxt ep to come out.
ahh god damn, daybreakers come out liao, anyone wanna watch wif me? aiyah, but i dont think i hav the money to watch anyway, i wanna watch so many shows lah, sherlock holmes also come out liao le, sianz, cant watch, no money to watch!! noo why is my pay coming out only at 27th!! still got so long... got like 1 more week... zz sianz, wan play psp games also cannot, tryin to play FFVIII but the stupid game is so glitchy inside psp... everytime try to cast the spell, then hang hav to restart, see liao also du lan, lol then i just delete the stupid game, sian, play till got interest in the story also zz, then now cant play.. back to playing dissidia, plain old grinding and grinding...
recently, dunno issit i paranoid or overly sensitive again, i feel like my friend has been avoiding me... dunno why this happen again zz, maybe i'm too clingy again, i dunno, zz dunno wat to do also things nvr turn out the way u want it to i guess, sianz, emo feeling is comin back, maybe its just cos i'm lonely lah zz, i cant wait for april to get here and get some excitement in my life again zz... life sux wif no money!! life sux even worse when u hav no friends!!
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