ok i'm back to blog, past few days been too lazy to blog, and when i wanted to blog, my stupid internet slow till hell, cant even go into blogger, so didnt. got new internet liao, from the mio tv, i haven try yet, didnt use, so dunno fast or not, lol.
lots of events been happening in my life. shall write abt all of them, lol will take quite awhile ba.
wed and sat, been working as a surveyor, is a surveyor to time how long ppl take to use the ATM machine. u just sit there and stare at them for 8 hrs straight, is a damn boring job lah... but luckily got another person working wif me, then got chat wif me and all that, so that not so sian. first day went there from morning 7am till 3pm. fucking tired sia at the end of the day, even though we only just sit down one corner for 8 hrs, lol. this job quite good lah, they pay u $9 per hr, and still got $30 transport fee per day, thats like $102 everyday lah!! but too bad, its only for 2 days zz, 2 days finish liao then no more liao le, will hav to wait for pay at the end of the month. ahh i'm fucking broke lah, so constantly out of money zz, OOM!!
2nd thing, i didnt get into any poly this yr i think, np didnt approve my application for nursing there cos they said the JAE students too many, then cant get me in liao le, so now i tryin for NYP. applied there at the last min, they asked me for interview, didnt say whether i got in or not, but they say they will give me the results at the end of the month. cant wait for the results lah, but watever it is, i'm already mentally prepared to go army liao le, i think very high chance sure go army also, aiyah watever lah, this is life, full of ups and downs, just that mine contains more downs. i also dont care lah, if go army, then i come out will apply again, i will at least complete studies before work or wat. and i will apply for nursing again.
3rd, life has been quite hard for me now... cos like i mentioned already, i'm broke, my studies probs, army stuff, some emo stuff, and some friendship stuff, all these piling up on me, i feel so stressed out. so i decided that i just wont care abt anything except the money stuff rite now. will go and chiong work liao le from now on. i really need the money, if not i cant support my this lifestyle sia... then studies de stuff.... cant really do much except to wait for results lah, hopefully i can get in, if not then army loh. as for army.... i'm not fit enough!!! i need to train up my body!! who wan gym wif me!! lol. emo stuff i dont wan to care, i will just act as if nth happen, and that nth is affecting me at all. friendship stuff... abit hard lah, been scolded a few times liao le, its not really my fault but i also choose not to care now already, just act blur, get it over wif, once i'm in army, i think confirm lose contact also, just cherish the remaining time left ba. so ya, all these things stressing me out, but i will choose not to care, and carry on being happy-go-lucky. liddat at least i'm happy wifout worries and i'll just go wif the flow.
oh ya, ytd went out last min road trip wif jas, wj and ks. lol ok lah also not really road trip, just from west side to east side, lol we went to eat at newton there first, then went to play lan at cine for 2 hrs, after that went to ECP but there very deserted so we change location to marina barrage and just slack there for awhile. L4D2 is so fun lah, lol kill zombies!! kill and kill!! lol fun fun! hopefully will do this another time ba. when reach back home i already like dead tired liao le, went to slp immediately, didnt slp well somemore, 7+ slp, then 10+ wake... sian man, but now i also not tired lah. lol when i wake i feel like i went clubbing last nite lor, that feeling, lol not like the usual wake up from slp nia.
i wanna watch alot of movies sia, no choice, no money, so i waiting for funshion to upload it so i can watch, lol this is the life of a poor soul zz. tml gonna eat sakae, then fri gonna go ECP for nite cycling wif poly friends. looking forward to it!
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