Tuesday, October 28, 2008
~ 10:38 PM ~
hmm, today was a long day at sch, brought so many things to sch till my bag so heavy, regret lah...
after sch, me, huilun and ber stayed back for our CCAs, me and huilun went for cadc while ber went for her squash training. well, to be honest lah, maybe its cos its the first visit there only so i quite quiet, kept to myself, and felt quite bored there.. then wait untill abt 9 liddat then ber finally come out, then we all went home tgt.
didnt really feel like blogging abt this but i felt that maybe i kept too much to myself... today was a very... sad day, for me anyway, actually its been like that for the past few days.. to some of my closer friends, u would noe that although this is how i look, i'm actually quite sensitive also, emoness was once something that i do almost everyday, but i hav overcome them, and all the problems that pit themselves against me thus far, and i shall not fail again. my heart shall become a block of steel, the lump in my throat has been there all evening, but it shall be there no more. i hav changed over this past semester, and now, i'm not a person to brood on topics, i may feel down every once in awhile, but it shall only be for a short while, and no matter how dark things around me appear, my eyes shall be filled wif light. Light of my friends, light of my family, and my own light. my light shall also light up others in their own storms, i will not allow the darkness to swallow me.Labels: crushed, dark, light