wat a totally useless and boring week. the only entertainment i got this week is from watchin Just for Laughs and when my poly friends came by to play mahjong. really nth else for me to do liao le leh.. sigh. got my pay, but... so wat... got money also no use if u cant spend it with friends. i dont wanna care abt saving up cos i dont really need to rite now, goin army soon, when i come out i will hav plenty saved up. i guess i just need to face the fact that i'm the only one without a life around here.
i feel like this almost 20yrs of my life is wasted, everything didnt go my way at all, of cos my way wasnt really the right one anyway. now i'm stuck in this hole at home, with my com being my best friend. no use goin into all those emo things also, cos i noe, no one is goin to read my blog anyway. cant tok to no one cos everyone is either too busy, or wont give a shit abt me.
to me, friends = no.1 so rite now, life has no meaning for me. i dunno why i'm still clingin on to the past when rite now even though i noe that i do hav friends who care abt me even if their just abit busy rite now.
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